*DOWN*

*EMO*

just talk with her on the phone,
she told me that she will celebrate her coming birthday
with her colleagues
and ask me
no need to go celebrate with her.. 
i was totally down after that..
i was like... W....T....F....?!

i told her what do you want me to do then

she told me no need to go find her

its hard for me to travel(she's in penang)

but i never say anything

is okay for me to travel

i just want to celebrate with you..

so DOWN

so EMO

what can i do now...

i am so upset when you told me that

is it i can only go visit when you are totally free

or when you ask me to..

what for you want a boyfriend then..

after a while..

i just keep quiet

10 seconds later...

she hang my call
........

niceeee~

don't know since when

i keep TELAN all this...

i think i will gonna explode one day...

luckily i got blog

that's why i EMO here...
rather than emo on my bed..

and of cause
different people different  thoughts
some people might think its not a big deal

just a birthday what~
but for me
its important

because birthday only once a year

and it is HER Birthday

 i wish i could give a sweet and

unforgettable birthday celebration to her

i planned to celebrate with her

but after all

its not important anymore

she DON'T NEED ME =/